Afterthoughts

     The anesthesiologist panicked while I was being operated on to remove my Port-a-Cath.  I could tell from the very serious tone of his voice and the sharp manner he talked to the doctor. I thought to myself  poor guy he's having so much trouble.  Someone please help him.   Later in the recovery room I told the nurse what I had heard. She said, "Yes, he's like that." In that moment, I realized I was aware of what was happening during the operation and being under anesthesia I should not have. Afterwards I learned the anesthesiologist alarm was because I had quit breathing, and they then had to resuscitate me.       At my follow up visit to the doctor, I mentioned that I knew that I had died during the operation.  In a stern voice he said, "You didn't die.  I wasn't going to let you die." The Choice is Yours Who knows when our last breath will happen? It's God's blessing the time we've been given. He sent Christ to help you navigate thi